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April 22 鸟你叫的真好听回到房间把电脑的电池用到没电的动作不是马上睡觉,
而是跑出去客厅拿充电器.
顺便拿给个芭蕉填肚子,
顺便看到没放进冰箱的汤.
听到清脆的鸟叫,
小鸟啊...你叫的真好听.
面对孤单的感觉我有很多方法对付,
比如最常作的就是不睡觉.
就像现在.
我知道你们都睡觉了,
除了那个梁炜健还在和我讨论他又开始玩泡泡,
并且总输的故事.
那东西太诋毁我智商了...
其实刚才有早起的冲动,
还想一个人去爬山.
但是看来,算了...
有时候觉得需要有个能让你兴奋的男人,
能生活的和我有点关系.
那我早起,我能告诉他说你看,
我早起了...看着像有点意义.
但是如果我想省掉兴奋过后的失望,
我就连这句早安都省了...
不想说了 21-04-2007知道吗?
其实在我的脑子里,
有一个小宇宙.
我爱的爸爸妈妈都去广州了,
回来的日期不能确定,
我从起床到现在准备睡觉就没当面和任何人讲过话,
啊...除了下午快递的人.
开始觉得孤单.
一个人做饭给自己吃.
爸还说不想做就出去吃吧...
我只是不想把孤单再孤到出面去.
一个人是生活得勤快点,
没有喝完的豆奶要记得放进冰箱里,
半夜不睡觉缺少了我妈的刺耳唠叨原来很空虚.
我像一只等待主人回来的宠物狗一样.
听到门口的风吹草动就习惯的以为有人回来,
有莫名的瞬间兴奋感.
今晚我没有整理作业,
默默看自己写下的东西从今年4月
看到去年6月.
不到一年的时间里我稍有不少的变化,
记性不好的自己忘记了我也曾有那样的生活..
现在麻木的我应该多看看以前写下的东西,
怀念一下曾有的梦想和受过的苦,
才能珍惜下今天的好和憧憬下未来活的像个曾经有梦想的人. April 13 我很爱许巍在漫长排队的路上ipod突然响起久违的许巍,
那些熟悉的旋律感觉到孤单中的力量.
我才发现原来重要的不是谁能理解你的苦,
而是谁能给你希望.
我没有文化,
觉得许巍就是诗.
找到自己也看到希望. April 11 早安5:41我讨厌一切早晨的样子.
讨厌金基德的智慧.
讨厌不疼不痒的痛苦.
讨厌孤单的无知.
讨厌重复的错误.
讨厌明知故犯.
讨厌情绪,
讨厌不舒服的枕头.
在空旷的公路上其实车才开的特别慢.
你知道你再自在你也不能飞.
你不睡觉不代表你真的可以不睡觉.
我想我可以享受那些所谓错误,
任凭感觉,但是我不能.
我的卸妆油马上就要用完了...
唉...
April 05 When there is nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire" Your Ex-lover Is Dead" -- Stars
God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before' In that instant it started to pour, Captured a taxi despite all the rain We drove in silence across Pont Champlain And all of the time you thought I was sad I was trying to remember your name... This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in Now you're outside me You see all the beauty Repent all your sin It's nothing but time and a face that you lose I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose I'll write you a postcard I'll send you the news From a house down the road from real love... Live through this, and you won't look back... Live through this, and you won't look back... Live through this, and you won't look back... There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave You were what I wanted I gave what I gave I'm not sorry I met you I'm not sorry it's over I'm not sorry there's nothing to save I'm not sorry there's nothing to save April 02 去海底做明星不是老得关节炎发作,
只是已不能去欣赏天气变化的激动.
雨季似乎来的毫不犹豫,
感觉去了海底和Sponge Bob做朋友,
要和他的好朋友松树Sandy借一套太空服才好在水底呼吸.
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